LOOK AT ME

be gentle with me...
I AVOID EVERYTHING I CARE ABOUT LIKE IT WILL KILL ME
because i turn things i have to do into huge insurmountable walls of awful
  1. i'm worried i am 25 and my brain is stuck like this forever
  2. if i never try i never fail
  3. right?
  4. "you'd be so good if you only applied yourself"

Why does it all seem so easy for everyone else?

WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO CHANGE?

Here's a link i guess...